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didvenusblowyourmindWow, it's been awhile. (How's that song go? "It's been awhile since ... blah blah blah" ... yeah, whatever.) Anyway, INDEPENDENCE DAY TOMORROW! WOO HOO! I had fun in Boston. Mainly. Anyway, not the point. 16 days till I leave. Yay! And nay! AT THE SAME TIME! (I think I had too much soda, no?)
Anyway. I got my plane tickets and everything. And also, I got my return date.
May 23rd.
WHAT THE HELL.
I PAID for a year, I want a damn YEAR. I thought I'd GET a damn year cuz the language camp was something else, but fine, I don't get a year. BUT NOT EVEN 11 months? HELLO, EVERYONE gets 11 months. And I'm getting 10 months, 9 months with my permanent family? NINE MONTHS? That's insane. SCHOOL won't even be out then, I want to stay till the end of school. Unless it's in July ... no, I still want to stay. I know I can't go home after July 18 and that the visa will probably even make it earlier than that, but May 23rd? Thanks, but that's early! I mean, right now, it seems kinda good, actually. Like wow, I won't even miss summer or anything like that ... but chances are, knowing me, I'll eventually get attached and all and STILL!!!!
I was going to the car yesterday, and I just realized ... 16 days and I won't be driving (ok, it was 17 then but whatever). THANKS, to my program! Jeez ... blah. Anyway, whatever. I'm nervous. Hell, I spent four days in Boston and I was ready to go home! How am I going to deal with any longer? I keep thinking oh, I'll be ok, I'll deal, and I guess I will, I have to, but at the same time it's 16 days, I can't really use that "I'll be more mature and ready by then" thing, now can I??? Grrr ... Ashely to China really put it best, I guess. I don't want to say goodbye. *sighs*
Oh well. I'll have to deal. And only see Nicholas and Christopher and Matthew one more time and Nich and Critch don't understand I'm leaving and Matthew doesn't know and ahhhhhhh Friday .... and I don't even get to go out to dinner with them!!! *cries*
Okay. We're going to see Pearl Harbor later. Yippy-ki-yay or whatever.
See ya.
~ Jess
Anyway. I got my plane tickets and everything. And also, I got my return date.
May 23rd.
WHAT THE HELL.
I PAID for a year, I want a damn YEAR. I thought I'd GET a damn year cuz the language camp was something else, but fine, I don't get a year. BUT NOT EVEN 11 months? HELLO, EVERYONE gets 11 months. And I'm getting 10 months, 9 months with my permanent family? NINE MONTHS? That's insane. SCHOOL won't even be out then, I want to stay till the end of school. Unless it's in July ... no, I still want to stay. I know I can't go home after July 18 and that the visa will probably even make it earlier than that, but May 23rd? Thanks, but that's early! I mean, right now, it seems kinda good, actually. Like wow, I won't even miss summer or anything like that ... but chances are, knowing me, I'll eventually get attached and all and STILL!!!!
I was going to the car yesterday, and I just realized ... 16 days and I won't be driving (ok, it was 17 then but whatever). THANKS, to my program! Jeez ... blah. Anyway, whatever. I'm nervous. Hell, I spent four days in Boston and I was ready to go home! How am I going to deal with any longer? I keep thinking oh, I'll be ok, I'll deal, and I guess I will, I have to, but at the same time it's 16 days, I can't really use that "I'll be more mature and ready by then" thing, now can I??? Grrr ... Ashely to China really put it best, I guess. I don't want to say goodbye. *sighs*
Oh well. I'll have to deal. And only see Nicholas and Christopher and Matthew one more time and Nich and Critch don't understand I'm leaving and Matthew doesn't know and ahhhhhhh Friday .... and I don't even get to go out to dinner with them!!! *cries*
Okay. We're going to see Pearl Harbor later. Yippy-ki-yay or whatever.
See ya.
~ Jess
