Random thoughts

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Life is so weird sometimes. I don't know why, I don't even know *what* seems so weird now. Is it that I'm leaving for Germany in ... a month? Yeah, a freaking month from tomorrow.

No, I don't think that's it.

Is it that I have SO MUCH to do, before I leave?

No, not that either.

Is it that I've suddenly reconnected with so many old friends I've missed crazily?

I don't think so.

It's everything. It's everything, all together, that makes my life weird and I can't really place it.

So what's the deal on MY life, TODAY? Not a whole lot. I went to the gym. Thinandpretty thinandpretty. <--- goal. (I know, I'm not fat. I can still have goals right???)

I'm going through missage again. It's like bouts. I'm doing the missage thing. I wouldn't do it over again, but I wouldn't take it back either. It's like a love/hate situation on my part and I want to scream and cry and cuss and everything because it's this big long two steps forward, one step back saga and it's taking forever to get there.

Fuck that.

Ich moechte. I would like. I would like I would like I would like.

I would like a lot of things.

For now, I'll deal with what I have.

My random thoughts for the day ...

avec amour .......

~ Jessie