I do not believe.

[didvenusblowyourmind]

I do not believe I can go on living my life like this.

I do not believe I will ever be happy like I wish I could be.

I feel like a shell of a person. Falling away. A little more everyday.

Broken. I'm miserably broken.

Things can change so fast. In such a small amount of time.

They always change. Downhill, for me. Never the right way.

I'm such a pessimist.

"I don't really want to live this life ..."

I want my life to be happy ... how I want. Something good. Real.

Me.